I can’t believe it’s February already. January flew by so quickly.<\/p>\n
So I’ve been feeling out of sorts lately. I just… I’m not really all that happy. :\/ I think it’s a combination of things, really.<\/p>\n
Work.
\nI don’t know if my job suits me. I’m shy and quiet and I much prefer being in the background most of the time. That’s always been my personality. But my job forces me into a position where I make important decisions and frankly, it makes me uncomfortable. I’m horrible at making decisions! It doesn’t help that I constantly second guess myself. I can’t deal.<\/p>\n
Friends.
\nI’ve never had a huge group of friends and that’s always suited me just fine. It’s the introvert in me. But recently, I don’t feel all that close to even the few friends that I have. I’m horrible at keeping in touch and as much as I enjoy my alone time, sometimes I just want to call up a friend without wondering if they’ll even care to hear from me.<\/p>\n
Weight.
\nI cannot fit into, like, half of my work pants. Getting dressed in the mornings is painful<\/i>. I want to blame it all on the holidays but I can’t. It’s me. I haven’t been taking care of myself. And I can’t seem to figure out what I need to do to get motivated.<\/p>\n
There are other things but I’m starting to get sick of my whiny ramblings. I’m not usually this dramatic! Really! But it feels really good to get it all out.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I can’t believe it’s February already. January flew by so quickly. So I’ve been feeling out of sorts lately. I just… I’m not really all that happy. :\/ I think it’s a combination of things, really. Work. I don’t know … Continue reading