{"id":56,"date":"2002-05-12T23:50:00","date_gmt":"2002-05-13T07:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/test\/2002\/05\/12\/four-long-months\/"},"modified":"2009-02-22T16:50:05","modified_gmt":"2009-02-23T00:50:05","slug":"four-long-months","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/2002\/05\/12\/four-long-months\/","title":{"rendered":"four long months"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mother&#8217;s Day always makes me teary-eyed. I lost my mom to lung cancer 9 years ago and there&#8217;s not a day that goes by when I don&#8217;t wish that she was still here, by my side. I miss her *so* much. There are so many events in my life that she&#8217;ll never get to witness &#8212; and I always wonder if I would have made different decisions or become a different person if she had been here while I was in high school. Like, I always felt that my dad was terribly over-protective &#8212; if my mom had been around (she was by far, the more lenient parent), would he have been less so? Or would I *still* have chosen to attend UC Berkeley for college partly to get away from the suffocation I felt from both my dad and the rest of my family? I mean, I love love love my Dad but I really didn&#8217;t start to appreciate him until I put the entire state between us. My mind is such a mess right now. <i>::pulls hair::<\/i><\/p>\n<p>As for less weighty topics &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>omg. That&#8217;s all I have to say about the season finale of <b>Alias<\/b>. I don&#8217;t know how I can wait *four long months* to find out about Vaughn! <i>::sniffle::<\/i> There&#8217;s so many other unanswered questions too &#8212; Dixon? Syd&#8217;s mom? Haladki? Emily? Will&#8217;s article? What a way to go &#8212; more questions than answers. Geesh, JJ Abrams really knows how to rev up for the next season. And YAY! Michael Vartan in leather. <i>::drool::<\/i> More please. \ud83d\ude1b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mother&#8217;s Day always makes me teary-eyed. I lost my mom to lung cancer 9 years ago and there&#8217;s not a day that goes by when I don&#8217;t wish that she was still here, by my side. I miss her *so* &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/2002\/05\/12\/four-long-months\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[30,60,291],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=56"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":929,"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions\/929"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=56"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=56"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/ever-lasting.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=56"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}