Mother’s Day always makes me teary-eyed. I lost my mom to lung cancer 9 years ago and there’s not a day that goes by when I don’t wish that she was still here, by my side. I miss her *so* much. There are so many events in my life that she’ll never get to witness — and I always wonder if I would have made different decisions or become a different person if she had been here while I was in high school. Like, I always felt that my dad was terribly over-protective — if my mom had been around (she was by far, the more lenient parent), would he have been less so? Or would I *still* have chosen to attend UC Berkeley for college partly to get away from the suffocation I felt from both my dad and the rest of my family? I mean, I love love love my Dad but I really didn’t start to appreciate him until I put the entire state between us. My mind is such a mess right now. ::pulls hair::
As for less weighty topics —
omg. That’s all I have to say about the season finale of Alias. I don’t know how I can wait *four long months* to find out about Vaughn! ::sniffle:: There’s so many other unanswered questions too — Dixon? Syd’s mom? Haladki? Emily? Will’s article? What a way to go — more questions than answers. Geesh, JJ Abrams really knows how to rev up for the next season. And YAY! Michael Vartan in leather. ::drool:: More please. 😛
Yes it does make sense thanks for the info. 🙂
((((((((((((((((((((major hugs))))))))))))))))
I can’t imagine what you go through every day without your mom. Sigh. Remember I’m always thinking about you. *hugs* and *kisses*
*hugs her evil twin junkie* Have a good week, girl. 🙂
Awww sweetie, I can only try to imagine how hard it must be for you. And you’ll probably always wonder “what if…”, but you are an amazing person, you truly are, and your mom is surely looking down on you and smiling because of how proud she is of you. 🙂
::mmmmmuuuuaaaahhhh:: I love you sis! Sara
aawwww *hugs* kel I’m so sorry, i truly am, like Sara said I’m sure you mom is looking down at you and is smiling because you have made her soo proud 🙂 *big big hugs*
I never knew about your mother, Kel. And I’m sorry. I know my words probably seem empty, and I know that nothing could heal that wound. People think that losing a parent is something you just “get over”, and I know that it isn’t. I’m sure your mother would be so proud of you if she was still alive. You’re an amazingly wonderful person. 🙂
I was going to comment on Alias…but I can’t really find the words to say it either. I hope Vaughn does die. I was shocked about Sydney. I felt deeply sorry for Will, he never thought that would ever happen to him. Ahh.
oh Kel, I never knew about your mom. I’m so sorry. Death has really been affecting our lives lately, huh? I wish I could come over to CA and give you a big hug. I think that’s what we all need right now.